I'm so sick of school that I didn't felt like going yesterday. My body feel so tired, everynight I just can't sleep properly. I keep getting headache easily this few days when I think too much. Its scary, but I hope I die early. Today I finally bought my laptop bag! Exams coming up next week but my laptop is still in ICU, I have to use paper to do it I guess. Everybody's birthday seem to be coming up, and I feel even younger. I wish I can surprise somebody till she cry. Haha, I only had one birthday surprise I realised. How sad, my birthday seem so suay. Either quarrell with friends or got fight or someone cannot turn out. Maybe, I'm just born suay.
P.S: I'm not very emotional actually, just that life hasn't been on the bright side and I'm unable to smile that much.